Tuesday, September 23, 2003
Divorce Countdown
20 days and a wake up!!
Ok so my brain isn't clearing up - could be the lack of sleep but not positive on that.... And now today it's pouring out there - great sleeping or baking weather - guess I will be baking since I doubt I will get to sleep!! *sigh*
Daddy is trying to reach personnel to make appt to file his retirement paperwork... E being a super asshole about everything from my "suddenly cooking daily" to his claims I am "kissing Daddy's ass for the free $$$" and the list goes on and on... he's turning into Mr Asshole from the first drink it seems - a little faster then usual.... Perhaps he's jealous of my relationship w/my parents - I think that has always bothered him.. He most likely doesn't get the fact I don't mind doing things for Daddy cause he atleast appears/pretends to appreciate what I do.... Dad wants to leave cause he thinks it's his fault E is being an AH... I tried explaining to Daddy that it's not his fault, that E would be even more an asshole even if Daddy wasn't here... But hard to really hold a conversation knowing that E is sitting in backroom just listening and WAITING for me to say ANYTHING he can come pounce on... I HATE when I feel spied on..
My brother was up for the weekend - was GREAT to see him and the kids... NOT overly impressed w/SIL and her attitude, ESP when my Dad says just a couple of weeks ago she was talking about divorcing bro and then has the nerve to try to talk to me about how divorce is sooo bad and you should try to work it out for the kids, etc... I set her straight that if you are subjecting yourself and your children to emotional and verbal abuse you DON"T stay in the marriage just for the kids.... She shut up... E says she was rude, arrogant and a few other things when I wasn't there - oh well... We took the kids to the beach and the loved it!! Even bro got in the water (fully clothed) and swam - looked like he had a lot of fun!! Just wish he could have stayed longer although I was a little overwhelmed w/6 children and an infant in the house...
Work is work and I have barely been keeping up w/any current events or news - just don't have enough time... BUT we got my motherboard in my puter however now my HD is not being recognized - God I hope it's an easy fix because EVERYTHING is on that drive!!! EVERYTHING!!! ARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGG We are gonna work more on it today while Deven is at school - although I would like to get a little sleep before the boys get home from school... Well it's off to get ready to leave... Til next time...
20 days and a wake up!!
Ok so my brain isn't clearing up - could be the lack of sleep but not positive on that.... And now today it's pouring out there - great sleeping or baking weather - guess I will be baking since I doubt I will get to sleep!! *sigh*
Daddy is trying to reach personnel to make appt to file his retirement paperwork... E being a super asshole about everything from my "suddenly cooking daily" to his claims I am "kissing Daddy's ass for the free $$$" and the list goes on and on... he's turning into Mr Asshole from the first drink it seems - a little faster then usual.... Perhaps he's jealous of my relationship w/my parents - I think that has always bothered him.. He most likely doesn't get the fact I don't mind doing things for Daddy cause he atleast appears/pretends to appreciate what I do.... Dad wants to leave cause he thinks it's his fault E is being an AH... I tried explaining to Daddy that it's not his fault, that E would be even more an asshole even if Daddy wasn't here... But hard to really hold a conversation knowing that E is sitting in backroom just listening and WAITING for me to say ANYTHING he can come pounce on... I HATE when I feel spied on..
My brother was up for the weekend - was GREAT to see him and the kids... NOT overly impressed w/SIL and her attitude, ESP when my Dad says just a couple of weeks ago she was talking about divorcing bro and then has the nerve to try to talk to me about how divorce is sooo bad and you should try to work it out for the kids, etc... I set her straight that if you are subjecting yourself and your children to emotional and verbal abuse you DON"T stay in the marriage just for the kids.... She shut up... E says she was rude, arrogant and a few other things when I wasn't there - oh well... We took the kids to the beach and the loved it!! Even bro got in the water (fully clothed) and swam - looked like he had a lot of fun!! Just wish he could have stayed longer although I was a little overwhelmed w/6 children and an infant in the house...
Work is work and I have barely been keeping up w/any current events or news - just don't have enough time... BUT we got my motherboard in my puter however now my HD is not being recognized - God I hope it's an easy fix because EVERYTHING is on that drive!!! EVERYTHING!!! ARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGG We are gonna work more on it today while Deven is at school - although I would like to get a little sleep before the boys get home from school... Well it's off to get ready to leave... Til next time...
